Chapter 1 - Break and Shatter
It was a Wednesday, the kind of dreary afternoon that felt like it had forgotten how to be anything but gray. The sky hung low and heavy over the city, rain whispering against the windows like secrets no one wanted to say aloud. Elena sat on the living room couch, legs tucked under a knitted blanket, scrolling half-heartedly through job listings she didn’t care about. Luna, their golden retriever, lay stretched out on the rug, sighing every so often like the weather bored her too.
From the bathroom, the sound of running water filtered through the apartment. Marcus was singing again — something off-key and older than his usual taste. Elena couldn’t quite make out the words, but she smiled anyway. It was one of the small things she loved about him. Or used to.
The buzz of a phone vibrated against the kitchen counter.
It was Marcus’s, left face-up next to the coffee pot. Elena wasn’t in the habit of checking his messages. She believed in privacy. Trust. But the screen had lit up with a name she didn’t recognize: Jess. That alone wouldn’t have meant much. They both had work contacts, old classmates, random group chats.
But then the message appeared.
“Last night felt like a dream. I still smell you on me.”
The words hit her like cold water. She stared, blinking once, twice, as if her vision might be betraying her. A strange buzzing started in her ears. Luna lifted her head and whined, sensing the shift in the air.
Elena stood up slowly, walked to the phone, and stared at it again. The message hadn’t disappeared. Her hand hovered above the screen, her mind trying to catch up to her body.
He’s cheating on you, a voice whispered. Plain and simple.
She opened the message thread.
There were photos. Words she’d never seen Marcus use with her. The last two months were documented in that digital hell — late-night rendezvous, quick hotel selfies, hearts, and nicknames that made her stomach turn. She felt like a ghost in her own life. This wasn’t some one-time mistake. It was a second life. A secret one.
She heard the water shut off.
Her body moved before she had time to think. She picked up the phone and walked to the bathroom doorway, meeting Marcus just as he stepped out with a towel slung low around his hips, hair damp and curling at the ends.
He saw her and smiled. “Hey, babe. What’s—”
“Who’s Jess?” Elena asked, her voice clear but without emotion. Just a question. Almost polite.
Marcus froze. His eyes flicked to the phone in her hand, then back to her face. Color drained from his cheeks. “Elena, I can explain—”
“No,” she said, and this time her voice had weight. “No explanations. Just tell me: how long?”
He swallowed, wrapping the towel tighter around himself. “A couple of months.”
She nodded, looking down. The silence between them swelled, filled only by the distant hum of traffic and Luna’s quiet breathing.
“You brought her into our life,” Elena said, her voice quivering now, but she wouldn’t let herself cry. Not yet. “You saw me every day and lied with your eyes, your hands, your voice.”
Marcus stepped forward, hands raised in some feeble gesture. “It didn’t mean anything—”
“Don’t. Just don’t.” She took a step back. “That makes it worse.”
There was a surreal quality to the moment, like watching a scene in a movie where the lead actress finally uncovers the truth, and you scream at her not to forgive him. And now that actress was her, and the pain wasn’t performative — it was raw, cutting, deep in the bone.
Marcus looked desperate now. “Elena, please. I messed up. I know. But can we talk about this? Work through it?”
“Work through you sleeping with someone else while I was making dinner and planning vacations for us?” Her voice cracked on the last word. She turned her face away, ashamed of the tears brimming in her eyes.
“You don’t understand. I wasn’t happy—”
She snapped her gaze back to him. “Then you leave. You don’t cheat. You don’t gut someone from the inside out and act like it’s a fixable mistake.”
He didn’t answer.
Elena walked past him into the bedroom, grabbed the overnight bag from under the bed — the one they kept packed just in case — and started throwing clothes into it. Not hers. His. T-shirts, socks, the gray hoodie she always stole that now felt like a poison wrapped in fabric. He stood there in the doorway, watching helplessly.
“I want you out by tonight,” she said, still not looking at him.
“Elena, come on. Where am I even supposed to go?”
“I don’t care.” She zipped the bag, finally turning to him. “You gave your heart to someone else. Go be with her.”
He opened his mouth, but there was nothing left to say. He took the bag, shuffled toward the front door like a man walking to his own execution. Luna stood, tail wagging hesitantly, confused by the tension in the air.
“Elena…” he said again, voice barely above a whisper.
She didn’t reply. Just closed the door behind him and leaned her forehead against the wood.
Only then did she cry.
***
The hours blurred. She lay curled on the couch, Luna pressed tightly against her side. Her phone buzzed again and again — Marcus, her best friend Rachel, her mother, all calling or texting in quick succession. She ignored them all.
Her home, once filled with warmth and history, now felt like an abandoned museum of someone else’s life. She saw the framed photos on the walls and realized how many of them were lies. Moments captured through a lens while he was cheating in the background, his smile hiding everything.
She went to the bedroom and ripped the sheets off the bed. Threw the pillows across the room. Slammed the closet door. It didn’t help. Nothing would, not tonight.
The next morning, the sun came up whether she wanted it to or not. It spilled into the room with a cruel indifference. She made coffee and watched the rainwater dripping from the balcony, feeling strangely hollow. But beneath that emptiness, something had shifted.
She wasn’t broken. Not really.
Cracked, yes. Splintered in ways she couldn’t name yet. But the woman who’d told Marcus to leave without raising her voice? She was still here. And maybe, just maybe, she was stronger than she’d ever given herself credit for.
That afternoon, she texted her landlord and asked about subletting the apartment. Then she called Rachel, who told her, “Come stay with me for as long as you need.”
The next few days were a blur of cardboard boxes, wine-fueled crying sessions with friends, and the slow but steady rediscovery of her own space. She unfollowed Marcus. Deleted the photos. Packed away the memories. Gave Luna more walks than usual. Slept alone in Rachel’s guest room with a softness she hadn’t felt in years.
She didn’t know where she was going yet. But she knew one thing for sure:
She wasn’t looking back.
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