Her mind replayed the debate again and againâthe tension in Randallâs voice, the way his expression had shifted in that final moment.
“Because I know.”
“What did he mean? Did he truly know something that the history books never recorded?”
‘I have to know. I want to know.’
She told herself it was because she aspired to be a diplomatic scholarâthat a true diplomat must understand history. Yet deep down, she knew it was more than that. Something about Helios stirred a hidden thread within her. And with Randallâs last words lingering in her mind, it felt as if he knew something personal about what had happened there.
She drew in a slow breath, trying to calm her restless thoughts. Yet a spark of excitement lingered. For once, she had faced Randall without humiliation, without shrinking under his gaze.
But there was another feelingâŠ
The thrill of speaking to him again after so long, even if it had only been through a debate.
And strangely, that feeling outweighed even Ranleyâs praise.
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ă»ââŠAt Celentine Academy DormitoryâŠâă»
Meanwhile, Randall stood on the balcony, feeling the cool breeze calm his mind. His hands rested on the cold stone railing as moonlight stretched across the courtyard, casting long shadows over the gardens below. He exhaled slowly, eyes unfocused, lost in thought.
Footsteps echoed behind him. He didnât need to turn to know who it was.
âStill thinking about what happened in History class?â Wrenâs voice was calm, laced with something between curiosity and concern.
Randall remained silent, his usual composed mask slipping, just enough to reveal a flicker of regret, of quiet suffering..
Wren came to stand beside him, leaning against the railing with an easy air. âThat girl, Miss Aster⊠she has a way of making you feel things you donât expect, doesnât she?â
A moment of silence stretched between them before Wren spoke again âYou donât need to dwell so much on the past,â he said softly. âDonât let it bury you in guilt. Back then, you were only seven. You followed what you wanted because you were a child. Thatâs normal.â
Randall exhaled, the sound heavy with restrained frustration. âBut you know thatâs not what was expected of me. Even then, being young wasnât an excuse to neglect my duty.â His voice firmed, steady as steel. âNow that Iâm of age, I have no excuses left. I wonât let myself be swayed again.â
Wren tilted his head, studying him. âSo⊠you admit something is swaying you now.â His lips quirked in amusement. âYou sound like youâre trying to convince yourself.â
Randall let out a low, humorless chuckle. âHn. Just yesterday you were the one reminding me of what happened before. And now youâre telling me not to dwell on it?â
âI wasnât trying to guilt you,â Wren said with a shrug. âI was reminding you not to be reckless. But you should move forward without letting the past weigh you down.â
Randallâs eyes slid toward him, sharp, as he shifted the subject. âBy the way⊠Miss Aster, huh?â His tone was calm again, but deliberate. âHow close have you gotten to her, that you donât even call her Miss Winslow when sheâs not present?â
Wren blinked, then smirked. âIs that so wrong? Weâve gotten closer since I taught her the piano.â
âYou shouldnât act so familiar with her.â Randallâs voice had hardened.
Wren raised a brow. âSo even Iâm not allowed to be friends with her?â
Randall exhaled sharply, his gaze hardening.Â
âHer arguments this morning brought back the weight of my past failures. Iâll treat that as a reminder of the role I have to uphold. I canât allow emotions to outweigh duty anymore. And neither can you, if youâre to stand beside me one day. So keep your distance. Donât let yourself get too involved with her.â
âI say youâre just jealous,â Wren muttered under his breath, eyes shifting to the side.
Randallâs head snapped toward him, a glare with an icy warning. âWhat was that?â
Wren forced an awkward smile, hands raised in mock surrender. âNothing. No need to be so serious.â
Randall drew a slow breath, gaze lifting back to the vast, silver-lit sky.
It didnât matter what he felt.
Whatever Aster stirred in himâit had no place here.
He had made his choice.
And this time, nothingânot his emotions, not his pastâwould make him falter.
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ă»ââŠThursday â Melodic Literature ClassâŠâă»
The class went on as usual. This time, Lady Shane handed out music sheets they had to study. Each student was to pick an instrument and pair up with a classmate who had chosen a different one. Together, the pair would arrange the piece and perform it in harmony.
Aster paired with Katharina. But as they studied the sheet, they noticed a difficult marking neither of them could decipher. Katharina turned toward Randall, but he was still occupied with tuning his violin, so instead she leaned toward Wren, who sat nearby with Randall as his partner. Wren was tracing the notes with his fingers, as if already imagining playing them on the piano.
âExcuse me, Lord Wren,â Katharina said. âYouâre good at reading music sheets, arenât you? Do you understand what this is supposed to be?â
Wren glanced over lazily before his lips curved into a grin. âHmm⊠thatâs just a quick note change. You bounce between two notes really fast. Itâs called a trill. Easy, right?â He lifted his hand and tapped his fingers against the desk, demonstrating as if he were playing the piano.
âWell, easy for you maybe. Not all of us are prodigies, you know.â
Wren chuckled. âI never said I was a prodigy. But Iâm glad you think so. Someone finally noticed my brilliance.â
Katharina rolled her eyes. âArenât you full of yourself. But fineâIâll still say thank you.â
âWell,â Wren leaned back smugly, âsince youâre humble enough to ask, I suppose I could teach you more.â
Aster, listening quietly, realized that unlike before, Wren hadnât spoken to her at all. He hadnât greeted her that morning as he usually did, nor tossed her one of his casual, playful remarks.
She shrugged it off. It didnât really matter. Besides, he still seemed the sameâlaughing and teasing as lighthearted as ever, only this time with Katharina. He was like that with everyone, so perhaps it was a relief nothing had changed. Maybe he simply had nothing to say to her.
Her gaze drifted instead toward Randall, who was still focused on tuning his violin.
‘I wonder when Iâll hear him play that music again⊠the one he played that day.’
She didnât even realize how intently she was staring until, as if sensing her thoughts, Randall lifted his head just as he raised his violin to test the strings. His eyes met hers.
Her breath caught. Quickly, she turned away, heat rushing to her face. The chatter of the class filled her ears, yet all she could hear was the pounding of her own heartbeatâand the weight of his gaze.
His eyes were colder than before.
Randallâs chest tightened the instant their eyes met. He hadnât meant to look at her. He hadnât meant to let his attention slip. But there she was watching him. His fingers curled tightly around the violin, and only then did he notice the rapid thrum of his own heart.
‘Not again.’
He reminded himself of the promise he had made to Wren on the balcony, the oath he had sworn to himself. He couldnât falter. He couldnât let her awaken the feelings he had long buriedâemotions he once knew but had sworn never to feel again for anyone. He forced his heart to steady until Katharina and Wrenâs bickering finally came to an end, just as Wrenâs voice pulled at his attention. Katharina soon turned back to Aster, steering her focus toward planning their arrangement once more.
But though Aster kept her eyes fixed on the music sheet, she couldnât shake the memory of Randall’s gaze.
The distance between them had never felt so wide. Not long ago, they had shared a quiet conversation in the library. Now, it felt like a dream that had happened a lifetime ago.
Miss Lydia stood at the front of the room, her posture as graceful as ever, and addressed the ladies with a composed smile.
âAs you all know, the Celestial Tourney is fast approaching. It is not merely a contest of swordsmanship, but a celebration of honor and the virtues expected of men who will one day serve the kingdom. As part of your Refined Expressions studies, you too shall join this tradition through an embroidery project. Each of you will design and stitch a token of encouragementâperhaps a handkerchief or a scarfâto present to the gentleman you wish to support. The neatness of your stitches and the thought in your design will reflect not only your artistry, but also your sincerity and refinement as a lady. A well-made token is more than a gift; it is a mark of esteem, a quiet promise of trust, and a symbol of your grace. For this reason, each piece must be shown to me for approval before it may be offered.â
Excited murmurs rippled through the room.
âIâll give mine to Lord Randall!â one girl gushed.
âMe too!â another chimed in.
Flavia shot them a sharp look. âHmph! As if Lord Randall would accept yours. Heâll only accept mine.â Her voice softened into a dreamy sigh. âHeâll only be looking at me.â Her eyes gleamed with admiration.
Katharina leaned toward Aster with a playful smile. âNo need to say who youâre giving it to. I know itâs for Lord Ranley.â
Aster laughed softly. âYou got me.â
âMaybe Iâll give mine to Lord Randall. Heâs the finest gentleman I know,â Katharina said with a chuckle.
Aster smiled, though a fleeting thought unsettled her.
‘Why did I suddenly think of giving it to Lord Randall?’
She shook the notion away.Â
‘Iâm losing it. Of course, itâs for Lord Ranley.’
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ă»ââŠAt the Knight’s Arena- Martial and Chivalric Arts ClassâŠâă»
The men were in the midst of drills when Sir Ethanâs voice cut through the clang of steel. A retired knight turned instructor, his stance was firm and his tone steady, tempered by years on the battlefield.
âListen well, men. The Celestial Tourney is upon us. This is no mere display of skillâit is a proving ground. You will face each other in honorable combat and measure your growth as future noblemen of the kingdom. One day, you will inherit the titles of your households. But remember this: leading is not enough. A true lord must also be a tactician and a fighter, one who can protect both his people and his kin.â
With a sweep of his arm, a large tournament bracket was unveiled. Names filled the board, the matchups carefully ordered by skill.
Near the top stood Randallâs name. Further down, Wrenâs.
Wren let out a low whistle. âLooks like Iâll be facing Randall if I win my first match.â
Ranley clapped his shoulder with a smirk. âGood luck with that.â
Sir Ethanâs gaze swept over them, his voice carrying the weight of command.
âThis event will not be held in private. All instructors and even the headmaster will be in attendance. Every student of the academy, from first year to fourth, will bear witness. But Iâm certain you are all eager to hear thisâby tradition, the ladies of your own year will present tokens to those they choose to encourage. These tokens are no mere trinkets; they are marks of respect and honor. The more you receive, the greater the weight of expectation upon you. Yet even a single token is no small thingâit signifies trust, freely given. And if you receive none, do not take it as shame. Your worth will be proven on the field, where steel speaks louder than favor.â
A ripple of chatter stirred among the men.
âI hope the noble ladies send me their gifts,â one called out, sparking laughter from others who quickly joined in.
Ranley smirked, puffing his chest a little. âWell, I expect more than a few. Iâm rather popular, after all.â He exchanged a triumphant high five with Jarrett, earning a round of chuckles.
Wren only shrugged. âIâm not really expecting anything.â His lips curved into a wry smile as he cast a sidelong glance at Randall, curious for his reaction.
Randall, however, remained silent. His gaze stayed fixed on the board, unmoved by the noise around him. Whether he received a token or not mattered little to him.
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