The emptiness shattered. Not with a sound, but with an unbearable, silent, brilliant glow – a blinding light that burned itself onto the backs of my eyelids. Then, the huge wave: regret, strong as poison, crashed through me. I should have screamed, fought, done anything but hide. My silent part in what happened before, turning a deliberately blind eye to the horrible things growing within the castle walls, now felt like a painful mark on my very being. I don’t want the world to end, the thought shrieked, desperate and raw.

Suddenly, a violent lurch, as if the universe itself had jolted. I was flung forward only to be slammed back down, the impact forcing a choked gasp from my lungs. I shot upright, air burning my throat, fingers grabbing at my shirt. Frantically, I pulled it up, showing my right side. Nothing. Just smooth, unbroken skin where a terrible pain had been. My body trembled, a frantic series of shivers, the memory of pain so clear, so real, it throbbed like a phantom wound.

Where am I? The question echoed in the ringing silence of my mind. Was that darkness a dream, or… a second chance? My eyes, wide and alarmed, darted around, noticing the familiar richness of my bedroom. Sunlight, thick as honey, streamed through the tall floor-to-ceiling windows, lighting up the heavy, old-gold velvet curtains, tied back with tasseled cords. My canopied bed, its silks and softness an almost insulting comfort against the raw terror still shaking through me, was a sharp contrast to the horror I’d just pulled myself from. The huge, rarely lit fireplace stood as a cold, silent opening.

Swinging my legs over the side, my bare feet pulled back from the deep chill of the marble floor. The date. I need to know the date. The urgent feeling was like a frantic bird trapped in my chest. I moved, a slow, careful unfolding of limbs, towards my old oak desk. Grabbing the heavy patterned blanket from the back of the chair, I draped it around my trembling shoulders, the fabric a thin shield. My hand, unsteady, went to the top drawer – the familiar, almost special place for my journal.

With a breath that caught in my throat, I pulled it open. The last entry. The ink, faded but clear, stared back at me: Year Thirty-Four of King Zylair’s reign, Spring Solstice, Day 12. A dread seeped into my bones, chilling me deeply. In exactly one year, the world will be ashes.

How? How is this possible? The thought slammed into me with the force of a physical blow. That… that ending was too real, too absolute, to be just a nightmare.

Just then, a light, hesitant knock on my door made me jump, my heart hammering against my ribs. “It’s me, Amelia. May I come in?” Her voice, soft and familiar, called from the other side.

I shoved the journal back into its dark space, a jerky, guilty movement. “You may enter,” I replied, shocked at how steady my own voice sounded, a thin covering over the chaos inside.

The door opened slowly, showing Amelia. She was, as always, a quiet picture of grace – honey-blonde hair that caught the light like spun gold, and eyes the bright green of new spring leaves. An easy elegance clung to her, yet her words often carried the hidden meaning of someone who could see the future. A seer. In my past life—no, it had to be a past life—she had whispered warnings of the approaching darkness. Warnings I, the helpless, forgotten princess, had chosen to ignore.

Amelia offered a hesitant, searching smile. “May I sit?”

“You never need to ask, Amelia,” I said, a hint of my old tiredness in my voice. “There’s no one here to scold you. You are my friend. Please, sit. Speak freely.”

She settled into the chair opposite my desk, then fell silent for a moment, her brow furrowed, those bright eyes clouded with an old sadness.

“The darkness is approaching, Thalia.” Amelia’s voice was serious, a low hum of certainty. Her gaze searched mine, clearly getting ready for the practiced dismissal, the light brush-off I had always offered.

For a breath, the old habit nearly won. My mouth opened, the familiar, dismissive pleasantry ready on my tongue. But then—I stopped. The memory of fire, of screams, of complete ruin, was a fist around my throat. I swallowed against the rising panic, the sick feeling of remembered helplessness, and held her gaze.

A strange, unnatural stillness settled over me, the kind one might feel standing on a cliff’s edge, not before the fall, but after, having already felt the terrible impact.

I drew in a shaky breath. It caught.

“How…” I began, the word a broken thing, unsure and raw. I tried again, the words pulled from a place of new, terrifying determination. “How do we stop it?”

Amelia’s eyes widened—not in shock at the question, perhaps, but at the complete lack of denial. Those spring-green eyes shimmered, filled with a deep, unspoken sadness and a sudden, fierce hope. “I’ve been waiting for you to ask.” She jumped to her feet, the chair legs scraping loudly against the marble floor, and was across the room in three swift, desperate steps. Before I could react, her arms were around me, a strong grip of emotion – tight, trembling, fiercely protective.

“Oh, Thalia,” she whispered, her voice breaking against my hair. “I’m so sorry. So terribly, terribly sorry you had to go through that. That I couldn’t prevent your death.” 

My own hands, hesitant and clumsy, slowly rose to grasp her forearms where they wrapped around me, holding onto her steadiness. “It’s not your fault, Amelia,” I murmured, the words. “I understand. Fate is stingy, only letting you share what it chooses to.”

After several long moments, held in a silence thick with shared pain and fragile hope, Amelia’s arms loosened. She drew back slowly, returning to her chair, her calmness regained but her eyes still bright with unshed tears. How, I wondered, did she bear it? The weight of worlds seen and secrets kept, the crushing inability to help beyond a mysterious phrase.

Breaking the quiet, I declared, my voice stronger now, edged with a steel I didn’t know I had, “I will not be a silent, smiling doll this time, Amelia. I’ll do everything in my power to stop this. Everything. Now, what do I need to do?”

A soft, almost trembling smile touched her lips, but her expression shifted slightly, the familiar guarded look I knew so well sliding into place. She wasn’t going to reveal much, not yet.

I let out a soft sigh, a puff of air that was more resignation than frustration. “Let me guess,” I said, a slight twist to my lips. “It’s not quite time yet, is it?”

She nodded, a hint of apology in her eyes. “Not just yet. First, you need to focus on strengthening yourself, Thalia. Mind, body… and perhaps, soul.”

Images of my final, fiery moments replayed over and over, a horrifying jumble of images behind my eyes, leaving me dazed, lost. I wrapped my arms tightly around myself, a desperate attempt to find an anchor in the confusing flood of memory and future-past.

Taking a shaky, yet steadying breath, I forced the words out, like a repeated phrase against the growing shadows: I am here. I am alive. It’s not over. I forcibly pushed the horrific thoughts away, straightening my spine.

Amelia studied me closely, a deep understanding in her gaze, but said nothing, for which I was very thankful. “Can you tell me,” I asked, my voice sounding more normal, needing to ground myself in everyday things, the present, “what exactly is the situation at the castle now?”

Amelia offered a small, reassuring smile, though a hint of seriousness still shadowed her eyes. “Certainly. It is currently year thirty-four of King Zylair’s reign, the thirteenth day of the spring solstice. You are, indeed, still the Crown Princess Thalia, and as before,” her gaze softened with a touch of sympathy, “you hold very little actual power.”

That, the thought stated itself in my mind with sudden, firm clarity, is the first thing that needs to change.

Amelia continued, her gaze sweeping over me with a new layer of concern. “You have an afternoon luncheon scheduled with members of the nobility. However,” she added, her expression softening further, “I will send word that you are… unwell. It’s clear to me that you’re attempting to push down an immense shock, and that will take its toll. Thalia, as your friend, I urge you: take this day to recover.”

“You’re right,” I agreed, nodding slowly, the fight draining out of me for a moment, replaced by a deep tiredness. “I know I should.” I need to be careful, a chill voice whispered in the back of my mind. So careful. I can’t underestimate anyone in this fancy prison. Amelia is the only one I can truly trust. There’s no room for error, not this time.

Suddenly, my breathing caught. A tight, icy band squeezed my chest, stealing my air. My hand instinctively clutched at my shirt as I doubled over, a silent gasp tearing through me. Just as quickly, the sensation vanished, leaving me shaken and breathless. What was that? I’d never felt anything so… strange.

“Thalia? Are you alright?” Amelia’s voice, sharp with alarm, snapped my attention back.

“Yes,” I managed, straightening slowly, trying to hide the new wave of confusion. “I’m… I’m fine now.”

“If you’re sure…” Amelia said, her brow furrowed with unconvinced worry. She reached across the desk, her cool fingers gently pressing against my forehead. Her eyes widened. “Thalia, you’re burning with fever! I’ll fetch a cooling drink and some water. For now, please, lie down.”

I stood, but the room tilted, the familiar patterns of the rug swimming before my eyes. Shakily, I made my way to the bed, the soft silks suddenly feeling like a safe place. I pulled back the covers and climbed inside, the trembling in my limbs getting stronger.

“I’ll be right back,” Amelia promised, her voice a soothing comfort as she hurried from the room.

It felt like mere moments before she returned, carrying a vial containing a soft, green-glowing potion, a silver basin of cool water, and a soft linen cloth. I pushed myself up, wincing as every muscle protested, and swallowed the earthy-tasting potion. As I lay back down, Amelia pulled up a stool beside the bed and gently placed the cool, damp cloth on my forehead.

“You’ll be okay,” she murmured, her voice a gentle anchor in the storm. “You’ve been through something that would shatter most. Your body and mind are just… struggling to make sense of it all. You’ll feel better soon.”